Novocaine

• 專輯：Novocaine
• 發行：2023-01-15
• 演唱：慶怜

作詞：慶怜、Joseph Mulherin、Alec Small
作曲：Joseph Mulherin, Alec Small
編曲：Bert Moreshead

'You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-You-Are?
You're chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say,
'Okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other,
because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness.'
You call yourself a free spirit, a wild thing, and you're terrified somebody's gonna stick you in a cage.
Well, baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip,
Texas, or in the east by Somaliland. It's wherever you go.
Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself.'
I remember nights every summer at your house
It was you and me together was the only time I felt (yeah)
Now you're on your own spending time with someone else (yeah)
I can't even trip cause I did this to myself
Now you say stupid sh like you wish you never met me
Gassed up by your friends they hold everything against me
I just need some time, peace of mind, feeling empty
All she ever wanted was a little more attention
And was it too much
Probably not
But where I'm at
Is all I got
Now I'm in my bedroom
Door locked
And I'm doing all I can not to cry
How am I supposed to let you go
Someone please let me know
Cause you was my novocaine
I need you to numb this pain
How am I supposed to let you go
Someone please let me know
Cause you was my novocaine
I need you to numb this pain
I just want this to work
Even though we know it's hell
But to say I'm not a burden you'd be lying to yourself
Sick of all the distance and I can't tell
Thinking things will change but it never will
It's too late, I tried, same games, no prize
I'm all alone, I want you home
All I wanted was someone to call my own
And was it too much
Probably not
But where I'm at
Is all I got
Now I'm in my bedroom
Door locked
And I'm doing all I can not to cry
How am I supposed to let you go
Someone please let me know
Cause you was my novocaine
I need you to numb this pain
How am I supposed to let you go
Someone please let me know
Cause you was my novocaine
I need you to numb this pain
Baby come numb up this pain
I think I'm going insane
Healing me up, beating me down
Making me doubt
I don't know no more
(I don't want it anymore)
How am I supposed to let you go (let you go)
Someone please let me know (let me know)
Cause you was my novocaine (novocaine novocaine)
I need you to numb this pain (numb this pain numb this pain)
How am I supposed to let you go (let you go)
Someone please let me know (let me know)
Cause you was my novocaine(ooh yeah)
I need you to numb this pain(I need you to numb this pain)